Is it an illusion?

What do you believe in
In the middle of the night.
When the darkness consumes you
Can you trust yourself
With your actions or words.
The simple thing your looking at
Creates a complex figure in your mind
Haunting the little peace of sanity
That your still have left.
So you decide to kill your master
To make a statement
That your not anyones puppet
But your own.
What is the prize
For such a sin?
A wise man may ask the fool.
Is it really redemption
Or just an illusion
Of a redemption?