Reflection of myself!

Trying to hold on
When I'm on the floor
Looking in the eyes of a white raven
"Why are you looking at me?"
Maybe because I deserve it
Pain, devastation and your judgment.
I sacrificed everything for the game
And now I'm here.
Keep looking in my eyes
And you'll turn black
Bit by bit.
I might be wrong, I might be right
I tried to warn you before
Money took the best of my soul.
Late nights smoking in this club
Till I don't remember who I am any more.
Black or white, does it matter?
Then it didn't have a meaning
You were just a raven.
Reflection of myself!
Hurting you was so fun
Now when I came so far
I see the mistakes I made
Every detail of her and me
She looked at me and said
"White ravens never survive
In a crowd of soulless shadows"
How I wish she wasn't right.