To Forgive me

There is no better way to say it
But I think I'm the one
And only
Who can make your heart
Feel like it's on fire
When ever I touch your lips
Yet your eyes hold so much hatred
For the fact that I am different
From all the people you have met
If it was not for a thing called faith
I don't think we would have met
But I was the one
And the only
Who came at night
To take away all that you ever loved
I meant not to spear your life as well
But one look in your eyes
And my heart was hit with a lightning bolt
I know you felt it too
Through all this chaos and your mothers
Screaming cries for you to run
And save your life
While my teeth pierced trough her gentle neck
To take all the life from her body
I hope it would make you run
And never come back
But you stayed frozen in your spot
It even made me die from inside
Cause the love of my life
Saw the monster that I really am
And no time can heal your heart
But I hope you will find it in you to forgive
Even if it takes decades